Thursday, October 23, 2008

radiation #6

Jim had his radiation today. We're not sure if he is supposed to have 10 or 12. So far they don't seem to be doing too much, but they actually are, because his pain meds are not increased.

He doesn't look good. He's tired. I think the fight is out of him. We are both sad. Jim's sad for me. I'm sad for me. I'm so jealous. I wish it were me that was going to be with the Lord. I'm very tired of grief. I can't imagine life every having any color anymore without my Jumbo. If there is such a thing as dying from a broken heart, rest assured, I will be going with him. With my luck, I'll be one nanoparticle short of it.

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